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Name: Nushka
Birthday: 9/4/1988
Gender: Female


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Member Since: 7/9/2006

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Saturday, April 19, 2008

Emoo Weemooo.

I know it's hard for you to see
Exactly how much you mean to me
Since it's just a one way street
And I'm the only one who's on it
No one knows the way but me

If I had shown what you really meant to me
Maybe then you'd still be a part of me
I was wrong not to let you know
These feelings that's hard for me to show

Since you've gone I've always been alone
Feeling down and sorry for myself
I look at your picture and there I find
I won't make it through another rain without your sunshine

I need you back
I need you here to guide me
Please come back
You're the only one who's ever loved me
I need you back
Let's start all over again
Share the love you had for me then

Since I've said what I came here to say
Guess I'd better be going on my way
But before I go I just gotta let you know
You're the only one who can make me happy again

You will always be, a special part of me
You will always be, a special memory
I'll always cherish wonderfull moments you have given me
You are in my heart, where ever I may be

All the times we've shared, will always be close to me
Songs my heart will sing, refreshing melody
I'll put together all of your laughter like a symphony
I'll remember you, where ever I may be

I'll pull together all of your laughter, like a symphony
I'll remember you where ever I may be
I'll remember you, where ever I may be

Nobody's touch, feels like your touch
Nobody gets to me that much
Nobody's kiss, moves me inside
And I have no place left to hide
Tell me what can I do,
I have a vision of you..
Tell me what can I do,
with this vision of you..

Did I walk, did you run?
What's the way to love someone?
Oh my darling, did we know

So, near yet so far
That`s how it is
Oh, that`s how you are
What more can I do?
These walls won`t let me get through
But if I know you, you will

Finish what you started
You`ll come back to me
I know it`s gonna feel, baby
Like it used to be
So finish what you started
I will wait for you

I know where I stand
A fool for your love
Oh, that`s what I am
I`m losin` control
You`re down too deep in my soul

I`m standing here shakin`
Wonderin` if you let me in
Oh, don`t watch my heart breakin`
Knowing what we could have been
What more can I do?

It's just goodbye
Remember, time was never our friend
We walked the road together, we came to the end
It's just goodbye
Now I won't tell you not to cry
But I swear that what we had won't die
Cause it isn't over, it's just goodbye

I close my eyes, and I still can see your face
I know the truth of us, can't be bound by time or space
And the joy we shared, the magic that we've known

It's just goodbye
It doesn't really matter why
I know what we had, can never die
Cause I'll always love you
Yes I'll always love you, so it's just goodbye
Is something that we own, though we may be alone

Your heart just won`t let me through
To let you go, won`t ya
what it meant, when we let go?
I'll remember you, where ever I may be

I love you
I honestly love you

You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
But this is pure and simple
And you must realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head


Monday, April 07, 2008

Emo Scale : Infinity.

Life's a bitch.
So pathetic.
So unreasonable.
So miserable.
So much of hatred.

What are the reasons for the things I'm doing?
What are the reasons for the things I'm saying?
What are the the reasons for the feeling I feel almost everytime?
What are the reasons for my intentions?
Wait.. what is my intention?
Fuck it.

I don't know a single shit..

Felt as if I needed a new heart.
Felt as if I needed a new memory.
Felt as if I needed time.
Felt as if I needed to disappear.
Like Dr Jekyll.
Sigh. Life such a bitch to me now.
Stupid bitch.
PISS ON YOU, YOU SON OF A BITCH.


All I ever wanted was the truth.
Now that I know..
Shoot me please.

Its empty.
Its bare.
Its fluorescent
The fear of darkness..
Its colliding with my life.
Go away..
Get away from me..
Gooo.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
* screams *


Sunday, September 23, 2007

Xanga-sian to Blogger.

I am happy to announce that Im changing my blog!
Yeaps, I'm a blogger at blogspot now!
Cos my xanga is so darn messy. Goshhh~

Spot me at
http://spoiiltbrat.blogspot.com

Heee. If im bored with blogspot and I miss my xanga,
I'll come back!
Heheehehehe!

Till then Im gonna be at Blogspot!
BYE MY DARLING XANGA!

<3 HEARTS LOVE AND KISSES




Rawr!


Saturday, September 22, 2007

Puasa camwhorers.

Woohoo. Pmr is coming and Im still soo.. XD
Well! We buka puasa-ed with the guys last Thursday! =)




Horny freako = Pravind.




Pravind : Look look! Im the Kind of the World!
Muahahahahahaha!!


Nush kicks off Pravind causing him to bow to everyone.
Heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheehhee.







Ouchh..


Aduhh, Pravind Im in PAIN!!
(..you do know whats so pain right? HAHA)




They're so in love with ducky.



Who's lurking in...
Elaine's shop upstairs..



 CAUGHT YOU naughty kids pouring water to the people downstairs.
Hahah!




What you want?????
Second horny freako!










Silly cock-eyed RANDAY!


Take 1.


Take 2.


Take 3!

Damn hard to take his steady pics. XD



1# Video - Randy went tremendously MAD.

2# Video - Randy loving the ice. (it's abit ..xrated. HAHAHA blame jerry!)
3# Video - *again* Randy got raped.



Puasa.




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